I love my tattoo family

Missed a call from the shop and the manager left me a funny ass message lol, they are fucking awesome. I have to go to Walmart tomorrow for the orientation and to setup my schedule, I have to make it to where I can make money but still have enough time to be at the tattoo shop most of the time. I also need to worry about buying a car. Ugh please let me get hit on by a rich as man who will promise me a car and money. Ha ha ha yeah like I'd really go for that. Its just going to take time to get it all together but once I do I'll be happily on my way to living the life I want. When I get on my own feet and start making the money tattoo artists make I am going to live by my own rules. I've always been told that isn't the way its done, well here is a big FUCK YOU to all those who told me that. Its not my fault you are to scared to chase your dreams, you gain nothing without risk.

I'm still a man

I may be single and happy that I now have a job and an apprenticeship but that doesn't mean I can't get super horny. Its been a LONG while since I last got laid and its killing me. I'm not one for casual hook ups or one night stands either or else I'd have already gotten laid. This is the shitty part about being single :( Just have to deal with it I guess, oh and if your wondering if I ever pleasure myself think again because I just don't find jacking off that great anymore ever since I left D. I miss cuddling and having that romance with someone, but can't find the strength to move past this pain and having to trust someone with my heart again. I don't know when I'll feel safe letting someone else into my life, I don't even think I'll bring that person around my family until they have proven themselves to be trustworthy to me. One little fuck up and they are out of my life for good, I don't have time for games.