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Ever just wanna go deaf for a day so the noise of life will let you think?  Need another vacation,  where to??  Might just go alone this time.

Damn

Ppl see me and I'm all smiles but honestly inside I'm freaking out. I've got 3 days to make rent and then more for my bills. I would have had it all taken care of if the biker rally wasn't such a bust. I've never felt like such a failure till now, all I wanna do is drive out till the middle of a field and yell till I can't yell anymore. I really haven't cried but now I do.