Lately I haven't been feeling like myself, I feel a little depressed. I'm not motivated to do anything. I feel like crying for some reason but can't bc the one shoulder I felt comfortable crying on was D's and we all know he isn't here not does he really care to have me in his life anymore. I want to just drive out to the middle of nowhere and just till I can't tell anymore. I am tired of going everyday thinking about him and that I'm not by his side.
