If you take her I will seek revenge against you

My mom is sick and not looking to good, she has been battling cancer since I was a young boy. She has gone into remission a few times but the SOB just always comes back and ruins our lives. She grows weaker everyday and has a constant pain in her stomach and chest. The doctors never have any good news to tell her, it just seems to keep getting worse. If she is taken away from me I will scream to the heavens my hatred.


If you take her from me,
I will avenge her death with yours,
I plead with you and offer my own soul for you to take,
Just don't take her from me,
I ask of you triple goddess and horned god to bless my actions,
Grant me to power to save thy mother from the darkness of death,
Grant me the power to seek revenge on the world for wanting to take her pure light from my sight,
Her work is not done on this world,
If you take her from me,
You will have to deal with me and all my wrath.

:)

So D called me today and he apologized for last night, I think me choosing to sleep on the couch gave him plenty of alone time to think things over. I told him that I was still upset over the way talked to me and treats me unfairly and he said he was sorry, I reassured him that I wouldn't tell him about my chat site if I was planning on cheating. I love him and see us together for a long time, he knows me like no other person will ever know me.

Forced to wait another day :(

So I found out that my packages are not coming Wednesday but on Thursday, I don't know why that is so but whatever. I at least get to have them together, so that's a yay!! Just don't know what I'm going to do today since I was waiting for it to get here and I could dive right in. Oh and the situation with D still isn't good, we are not talking.