Readily I count down the days to when I'll be in Houston with Kuma again. It's not the same being back home, I just don't fit in here. One thing that is really bringing me down is that my mom of all ppl is against me going full time with my tattooing. Does she think I did it as a hobby? This is my dream and I am going to achieve it. There isn't anything that will stop me from reaching it and holding me back from moving away as far as I possibly can. I don't need negative influences in my life. As it stands I am just biding my time here in midland till I have the skills and cash to move away and never look back. I know it's not going to be some fairytale when I move with Kuma but I know I won't have my dreams stomped on. Tired of having to wait on everyone and be a background person, I try to not be here as much or in my room a lot bc I just don't click well with their lifestyle. I strive for something better than settling for what I can get bc it's easy, I know I deserve a good and happy life so I'll do what it takes to get it. I was blessed with the perfect man and a huge opportunity to tattoo now I just have to work on brining to two together. I miss going to bed with Kuma next to me and waking up to his gorgeous face.
