Told my boss at the shop I put in my 2 Weeks at work and he asked why. Kinda surprised me but now I know why, he knows I'm having trouble with some areas of my tattooing and doesn't want me to get into a situation where I can't tattoo bc I need to study and work on my drawing more and be broke. He said it would be wise to maybe work 3 days a week at work just so I'm making a for sure check every 2 Weeks. I messaged my old boss and he said he will try his hardest to get me into his branch which is closer to home and not as fucked up as the one I'm at now. I did read a tattoo book Kuma got me for my bday and learned a great deal about stuff I never thought about to ask my boss. So now that I kinda know what to ask I'm going to not hesitate to ask. I can't stop thinking of Kuma and missing him. I look at the ring he got me any chance I can lol, it's a beautiful ring but that's not why I always look at it. I can't stop looking at it bc it's from him, he gave it to me with all his love. Shows me that I really am appreciated and loved. It's no longer my life now, we are both striving for a future together and doing the necessary things to ensure our relationship survives. He surprised me when I was in Houston with him, I'm used to D acting like I was a complete stranger in public but Kuma holds my hand and doesn't hesitate to hug me for pics when there are dozens of ppl around, he even kisses me. It's all a new experience to me and I love it, I love him. Finally found the one I've deserved my whole life.
