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I miss my mother, even though I don't live very far from her I hardly ever see her. I miss seeing her face, especially when she smiles and we share a joke or two. I will miss those times when she is gone, I want so many more memories but there isn't anything I can do about it. I wish I could stop time and spend a whole day with her. I would never let go of her hand, if she leaves me who will I make a cake for on Thanksgiving Day or give a card to on Mothers Day. Its not fair that she has to leave me, Its just not fair. Its selfish for her to just start leaving me, without even trying to spend time with me. Doesn't she want to spend time with me with all of her family right now, but instead she spends most of her time with another family tacking care of someone else. It hurts so much, I just want to trade my life for hers. If you ever read this mom, Please don't leave me. If you have to leave then promise you will say goodbye