So I finally finished the big scorpion tattoo I started a few weeks ago. I like the way it came out, the red really makes it pop out. I know I can be great at this now, but I can't say D feels the same way. Something he said to me earlier is still bothering me, he said something about me always quitting what I start. Basically telling me that I'm not going to succeed in tattooing. You don't tell that to someone especially your loved one, your suppose to believe in them and support their dreams but instead D is doing the opposite. I don't know if I want to be with someone who puts down my dreams, if I hear more of this dream smashing talk I'm going to leave. Well enough of that on to the pictures of the tattoo!!!!
This is a blog of what I see, feel, and deal with in my everyday life. I guess you can call it an online journal.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
How can you be so one sided
I never persecute D when he is doing his thing but when I'm completely open to him about who I write on FB or talk to on my phone he gets very mad and defensive. I hate it that he gets to talk to whoever he sees fit and the same rule doesn't go for me. I have nothing to hide from him so that's why I feel comfortable telling who I talk to, so does that mean he has stuff to hide because he never tells me anything. He keeps that locked up tight, it makes me think but I just don't give a fuck anymore. If he cheats on me then he just better not give me anything or I will break him into many small pieces, and leave. I hope that he will be man enough to tell me its over if he finds someone else, obviously it will hurt me to have him tell me that but it is what it is. We are both adults and sometimes our minds change on who we want to be with. Well while I'm on this topic, you have to be able to keep someone happy and respected in order to be able to call them yours. Treat them with respect. Treat me with respect.
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