So the apprenticeship is getting cut short bc my buddy is moving to a different shop so when he leaves I leave bc the owner is a complete took who isn't a very good artist who has fooled himself into thinking he's one of the best around. So if I can't go with mils to the new shop then I have no choice but to try another one closer to home and see what happens. Ok now to a different subject. I've been getting to know Kuma a lot better lately and so far it's good, we have had some differences but I lime that he talks them out with me and all returns to the awesomeness. I wake up with him my thoughts and sleep with him in my dreams, I like him a lot. If it doesn't work out I will be a little hurt but nothing that will kill me ha ha, but if it works out like I want it to I'm going to do what I can to hang onto him. There is a distance issue but one I'm willing to change in time, if there is something solid with us I will definitely make the time to be with him when I can and besides we txt and Skype all the time now so it's not like a lot will change after I come home from our trip. I want to get in at least a years worth of tattooing in a shop before I try to move to one out of town. but I have to get into a shop to even start that dream lol. Work work work that's all I can do. until next time love you guys.