I felt this with me and D would open back up bc we started texting more but guess that was just a fluke. So now it's time to be a big boy and realize that he might just like the attn from me while he's with his current guy. It's the same when I was with him and he would talk to other guys behind my back. My answer that I gave J is becoming to change more and more, if I find another guy and he actually sticks around idk if I'd choose D over the new guy. I don't want to be his back up if his man doesn't work out. I want to be the priority and if I'm not then I'll find someone who does make me his #1. Sad but can't wait forever for D to realize that I'm not going to be waiting forever or until he's done with his guy. If your reading this D I hope you make a choice soon bc later your decision won't matter. Don't live your life with regrets, if you love me come get me don't hesitate.
