I don't know what his past holds for our future but I'm willing to learn and not judge him for the past but for the man he is today. I don't like knowing he's in some kind of stress or pain and not being able to do anything about it. We have a tough road ahead of us after this trip. Idk when we will be able to see each other again, guess this is going to be one of our biggest challenges so far. I'm not going to give up. I love this man, he has given my life something its been missing for a long time. I knew the risks with having a long distance relationship when I first started talking to Kuma, it takes both ends to be strong enough to make it through. I know he has a lot on his plate, I only hope that it doesn't cause him to break and leave me. I can't afford to think like that, not at a time like this. I will give him all the support I can from wherever I am.
