Money ! Money ! Money !

So since my last update I have ridden my bike only twice and loved both times so much, I took it to the nature trails by my mothers house and had a great time with my dogs Nacho and Orejas (mom's dog). I thought everything was ok but I also forgot for a second who I was dating. I came home and was so tired from riding the bike that I crashed out on the couch ha ha, well when D came home he woke me up and asked me where his dinner was. I woke up and said I was sorry but I fell asleep, so he tells me " well that means I can take back your bike." So I told him to take it back, then he said I was only with him because of his money. That I'm only happy with him when he buys me things, well shit its hard to defend against that. I'm sorry I got happy when you bought a bike for me, any human alive would get happy. I remember getting with D when he was some loser closet case in college working a small time job and barely had any money, fuck half of our first date was at Walmart. I just wish he could see past his BS and just grow up, if I wanted his money I'd ask for it or at least go search for someone who has more bc that is not a problem but not what I want in life. I can only do so much and say so much, I'm not going to beg him for shit. If he feels like I'm only in this for his money then he can tell me to step off and leave, I'm not stopping him from leaving me. Feel like we might need another break so when he goes out of town tomorrow I'm not going, instead I think I'll go stay with my mom and chill with the family. I want to go very badly but just doesn't seem worth it, and D isn't man enough to talk to me to make it better or even apologise for what he said and how he said it, must be bc he thinks he's perfect in everyone's eyes. Well gonna sleep on the couch again, think he needs a reality check on what it feels like to be alone. Feel like crying right now but doesn't seem worth it in the end, well I can't tell the future so hopefully in my next post it gets all better.