11-6-2014

Wow what a ride it has been. In two weeks I will be going back to Texas for a guest spot at the shop I used to tattoo for in Odessa. I have worries and doubts but I'm positive it won't be that bad, I've been away for 9 months and it feels like things have changed so much I don't know what home will feel like. Moving to MD has been a different experience, I don't picture myself going back permanently. One thing I've learned this year is that family emergencies suck and give you nothing but headaches and bad dreams :( being so far away does have it's negative sides. Also getting my ride or die back into my life !!! I miss Roo !!! We've been thinking about adopting my boss' dog Bella into the family, she spent a week with us and so far she fits in but unless she plays nice with Roo we won't be able to. I've been able to enjoy every season this year, I didn't know that the changing of the seasons was so amazing. Fall is definitely my favorite here, I love the trees being so many warm gorgeous colors. Life with James has never been better, I feel like he's one of my best friends. The adventures we have make my life so full of happiness, he has been at my side through some hard times. I am very proud to call him mine, love at first sight really. I don't know what I did to deserve a man like him, everyday with him in my life has been a blessing. The next step in the relationship is meeting the family!! I'm sure he'll pass with flying colors. 

4/22/14

The move has been good just a few mountains to climb still. No car = trapped :( the money isn't coming in like I'm used to and supplies are getting low with no money to order more. I get maybe one client a week and I'm busting my ass everyday cleaning and running the shop on top of that. Going to be working the Baltimore convention but I'm not sure how that is going to go when I barely have the funds to get through the week. Eventually things will get better, but "when" is the important part. I wish I could vent to someone but I don't. I'm surrounded by people but nobody I can talk to on a serious level. Idk maybe I'm just having an emotional day. Hopefully my next post will be a happier one. 

Update 3-3-14

Been in Maryland since jan. 22nd and I love it so far but I haven't seen much because I moved without a vehicle. I know it probably wasn't a smart choice but life is an adventure, I spend most of my days either at home (if you would even call this place home) or the shop. It's hard to pull inspiration when you're always stuck in a box 24/7. Business is slow so it's not easy to save like I used to, I do miss those $500-600 days back in Texas. Hopefully my next update I'll have a car and won't feel as trapped.