Trying

This is my way of trying to be healthy while waiting for my flight

Waiting at Dallas, TX dfw

Waiting for my flight to Atlanta Georgia So excited to be this close to J

1 day left

I leave for Dallas in the morning  at 10 am and catch my plane at 7:45. Going to miss my family but glad I'm going to be with J for new years eve. who knows it might work out and in 6 months time I'll be living in Dallas with him.

4 more days

Time to get my clothes washed and ready to go to Georgia, also have to make my reservation to get to Dallas and a return reservation from Dallas. That's if I come back ha ha ha.

Merry xmas

Hope you all have a safe xmas... I had fun with my family. Built a giant snowman but the neighbors knocked it down assholes, but one of them was a super hottie. I love you all, enjoy the holidays.... Oh and I'm so excited to be spending new years with J in Georgia. I love D but not going to stay single forever.

It's booked

Got my flight booked to Atlanta Georgia on the 30th till the 4th, I'm so excited. We video chat all the time instead of txting or calling as much via my bad ass phone. I love that I can talk to him while looking at him, makes it more intimate. Here is his pic, he's so handsome.

Talked to him

so I talk to d then we had a few conversations and I asked him if he love me. he said he does still say it's too soon for him to try getting back into things with me. part of me hopes it soon and part of me realizes that it might not be the best for us. I miss him greatly especially around the holidays like this its been 5 years in 5 christmases. but I can't wait forever I can't stay single forever just for him he has a man I'm tryna move on to, I met a guy and we hit it off pretty good and he offered to fly me out to georgia to go see him for a bit so that song gonna try to do on the 30th

My hot boss

One of my bosses is one of those cocky loud fun guys that makes a party wherever he goes. He's a great friendly guy and smart too, now add in that he's a total Jock and has amazing blue eyes. That's a deadly combination. I was talking to him today before clicking out to go home and he was sitting in his chair and I couldn't help but notice that he has a huge package. I could literally see the outline of his cock head and his ball are big. Idk if he noticed me looking down at his crotch a few times while we were talking but I'm not complaining bc it was a beautiful sight. I love working with him bc he makes it fun. hope I get to see more of that perfect package next time.

Finished my teddy bear

Finally colored him in.

To damn crowded

I need to move out of my parents house soon, there are way to many ppl living here. I have zero privacy for anything. Everytime i take a shower it never fails that someone turns on the sink and I get a blast of ice cold water or I have to wake up super early just to take a shower so I can be ready for work. When I talk on the phone I literally have to go outside bc everyone is to loud. I love my family but I'm embarrassed to bring anyone I meet around them. I always tell the guy it's bc I have to make sure he's worthy of meeting them when it's really my family who isn't worthy. I don't like feeling this way about them but I can't help it, the sooner I move out the better.

Most recent news

Xmas just isn't the same without D by my side :( I'm not giving up on us but that doesn't mean I'm going to put my life on hold while he's with mr. wrong. When he does decide it's time for us to get back together I'm his no matter who I'm with. I love him not these other guys. Oh and I did a 5 hour tat on wed, I was tired as fuck after.

So yet another guy is a bust

Fml right lol, well I should  have guessed it wasn't going to work out bc he was on his phone most of the date. Obviously don't have time for someone who can't put their phone away for a first date. I want a good guy but they are either horn dogs looking for a fuck or douche bags.

Making money

Did some tats last night, I like how they came out and made some much needed cash. Going to hope for more business bc these guys know other guys with money lol

Got a date

Got a date with a new guy, not going to jump the gun like I did with n ha ha but I'm going to try and have a good time. He seems like a really good guy but that's what I said about the last one lol. I'll keep you guys posted when I do go on the date on Friday. Oh and he likes my beard how I dyed it red.what do you guys think?

Fml

Just heard the song what do you want from me, made me think of d. He wanted me to listen to that a while back, breaks my heart all over again just hearing it.

Tattoo

It felt so good to tattoo my brother today, its been a while. I posted the pics of it, tell what you think guys.