Time to move out

So I've been staying at my friends apt on and off for the past month and well I've decided to move out on my own with my friends. I have a great paying job and I'm taking care of all my own expenses. I know the value of a dollar from working for free at my first shop and how to manage my money from my x, I'm 24 so its about time I started living my own life. Its been a huge struggle with getting Betty's title and fixing her up to running condition, to finally finding a shop that will help me reach new levels of my tattooing, letting my heart heal and love myself. I've had so many great loves in my life and I've learned a great deal from each and every relationship, I have found my voice to say what I want and the strength the stand my ground. I am ready for love but not looking for it, I now know that in order for someone to live a life with me they have to be apart of my life and I mean ALL my life. I don't live the average life and I never intend to go back to living one, I am headed to the sky and beyond so whoever is standing by my side better be ready for a ride. Its funny bc through all my struggles and achievements I have always had one man in my heart, nobody will ever take his place and I know that now. I can never forget him nor do I want to forget him and the love we shared.  My past is what has driven me to be who I am today, I will never take that for granted. Thank you for making a place in my heart. Oh and I don't know if I posted my new tattoo from my amazing boss.

I know now why i dont wanna be at home

So many fucking ppl here, its like a fucking mini apartment with all these ppl here. I can't even hear myself think or even have a shred of privacy, yeah I'm gonna pack some clothes up and be at jakes.

Its easy to forget how the rest of the world lives

anyone<p>My life is awesome, I'm not trying to be an asshole or anything its just well my life is awesome. I tattoo and pierce for money at one of thr best shops in the area, when I get off work I do what I want. I don't have to worry about bills bc I make money everyday, not saying I'm untouchable just that I'm blessed enough to live a life without worry. I don't have rules to follow at work, there isn't a punch clock to sign into, my shops meetings are us standing in front of the shop talking about tattoos. I forget that others don't have this, they have rules and tribulations to overcome everyday. I some mad weed when I want and for someone to tell me to slow down is rude, I don't do it at work and I don't pressure others into doing it. I work and live like the rest of the world just much more free than most so if I wanna smoke after work I will smoke out of every pipe in the apt lol. I'm not harming anyone so I don't appreciate someone who knows nothing of my life to tell me what to do. I'm the one who worked for free to learn how to tattoo, I was the one who failed and failed just to get up and fail again till I finally found good friends and make a name for myself. I will go far and still have the drive to be great, so never let my personal recreational activities be a hinder to who I am.

Movin on

So work is great, can't really complain about much. I love the balance I have as a tattoo artist and piercer. I have been awakened to how much tattooing means to me, the decisions I have had to make are worth it

Oh and im dying my beard red again

I like it and I never should have changed it, this is me :)

First night knowing im single :(

I used to sleep at night knowing he was mine and I was his but now I'm nobody's.  My best friend gave me a sweet tattoo today to make me feel better, its amazing!!!  Pics below :) All I can do is suck it up,not shed a tear,  work hard,  and move on. Kuma was and still is perfect but our lives just didn't click, hope he lives a very successful life.

This is going to be hard

So kuma ended it, he's not a bad person just more like our lives were going in different directions.  Today is the first day and yeah its not easy, I miss him but missing him isn't enough. I'm deciding to stop using my fb or txt for a bit even stop blogging for a min so I can just focus on my life and what I need to do to go further. If that means being alone then its a sacrifice I have to take. I hate the way it sounds but I chose my tattooing over my love life.