One Year

My life will be different in one years time, I will hopefully have completed my training and be making the money that comes with being a tattoo artist. I plan on making a name for myself and not letting anyone get in my way. Its going to be either get with my program of get the fuck off the ride with me, I don't have time for games or guys that can't handle a true 1-on-1 LTR. I don't know if I'll still be in Midland or Odessa doing tattoos when I'm done with training, they might transfer me somewhere else. So obviously if I decide on being with someone they have to be willing to move with me or have something long distance. Not going to worry myself with it now, just going to focus on me and my dreams. That and my family is all that matters to me now.

One day down

I finished my first day at Brutal Nation Ink today. I had a fucking blast even though I was mopping and cleaning a lot. I was even a sign holder twice, free tattoos everyday. Come and see us if your in Odessa. I learned how to break down a tattoo station and set one up. So many rules and regulations but hey its worth learning. So many people came in today to get free tattoos, very few got big ones. But hey the shop just opened yesterday so things are gonna be running on the free tattoos till the reputation grows. I will do my best to promote the shop at work and wherever I go. The staff is super friendly and great, I fully appreciate my boss for the opportunity he has given me to achieve my dreams. I won't be going tomorrow because I work all day at Walmart, I assigned my Tuesdays and Thursdays as my off days from the shop so I can put in a whole 8 hours at work. Have to make money some how right. Really hope to be getting this car soon because I wanted to stay longer than 9 at the shop, but since I had my sis and mom waiting outside I had to leave. I'm so in love with the shop, oh and funny enough I always get lost in the back. Funny thing is that its just one strait line lol like a huge hallway. Oh and I was trying to take the tops off the inks and I spilt some on the WHITE counter lol, everyone was making fun of me lol. I got it cleaned up as much as possible but there is still some in the cracks. I quit because I didn't want to make anymore messes.

First day at work

I had a good first day at work. Started way to fucking early though lol, and what do I get for complaining that it was too early I get to go in at 7am tomorrow lol. Just my luck ha ha, I get off at 12pm and have to go to Odessa to the tattoo shop by 1pm. I'll be there till about 9 or 10 pm. I fixed my schedule to where I am able to only miss 2 full days of training and on the days I go to Odessa I'll only miss about an hour of training. I'll work about 31 hrs a week at Walmart because I want to spend as much time as possible at the tattoo shop. Trying to buy a little car from my dad's friend so I'll have some wheels to take me to work and training without having to have someone drive me around. Looks like its an easy enough job at Walmart. I know that I will be dog ass tired from working all morning and training at night, it is worth it all though. I'll fill you all in on how my second day at work goes and my first day as an apprentice goes. I love you all!!!

I love my tattoo family

Missed a call from the shop and the manager left me a funny ass message lol, they are fucking awesome. I have to go to Walmart tomorrow for the orientation and to setup my schedule, I have to make it to where I can make money but still have enough time to be at the tattoo shop most of the time. I also need to worry about buying a car. Ugh please let me get hit on by a rich as man who will promise me a car and money. Ha ha ha yeah like I'd really go for that. Its just going to take time to get it all together but once I do I'll be happily on my way to living the life I want. When I get on my own feet and start making the money tattoo artists make I am going to live by my own rules. I've always been told that isn't the way its done, well here is a big FUCK YOU to all those who told me that. Its not my fault you are to scared to chase your dreams, you gain nothing without risk.

I'm still a man

I may be single and happy that I now have a job and an apprenticeship but that doesn't mean I can't get super horny. Its been a LONG while since I last got laid and its killing me. I'm not one for casual hook ups or one night stands either or else I'd have already gotten laid. This is the shitty part about being single :( Just have to deal with it I guess, oh and if your wondering if I ever pleasure myself think again because I just don't find jacking off that great anymore ever since I left D. I miss cuddling and having that romance with someone, but can't find the strength to move past this pain and having to trust someone with my heart again. I don't know when I'll feel safe letting someone else into my life, I don't even think I'll bring that person around my family until they have proven themselves to be trustworthy to me. One little fuck up and they are out of my life for good, I don't have time for games.

Set up mobile blogging so i dont have to wait to get home anymore, so that means more posts yay!!!!

Figure out my schedule

So I have to figure out how I'm going to work while going to the tattoo shop. I know I want to devote most of my time at the shop, so I have to figure out what to tell Walmart. I know the manager said he wants me to work at least 4 days and 3 nights, but that was when I didn't have plans of being an apprentice. Maybe I can work part time like 7am to 12pm and apprentice at the shop from 1pm to 9pm or later. I know I will figure something out, just need to talk to walmart on tuesday when I go to orientation. Somehow I need to pay for the gas to get to Odessa and back.