So I finished a few more practice tattoos

I think I'm a lot better now since I started a few days ago, my hand is getting used to the weight of the machines and I'm starting to shade a whole lot better. My lines are still a little shaky but thats because I don't take breaks like I should but I'm still learning and sure that in time I will be able to tattoo straight lines perfectly. I am so glad that D puts up with the loud humming sound my machines make, he has been very supportive of me ever since I started. I also ordered some more equipment, I am getting very fast at setting up my station now and even started dabbling in mixing my inks to get a different shade. I have been talking to a fellow artist and he has been giving me pointers here and there, I am very glad that I joined the site for tattoo artists. Well more to come hopefully!!!

If you take her I will seek revenge against you

My mom is sick and not looking to good, she has been battling cancer since I was a young boy. She has gone into remission a few times but the SOB just always comes back and ruins our lives. She grows weaker everyday and has a constant pain in her stomach and chest. The doctors never have any good news to tell her, it just seems to keep getting worse. If she is taken away from me I will scream to the heavens my hatred.


If you take her from me,
I will avenge her death with yours,
I plead with you and offer my own soul for you to take,
Just don't take her from me,
I ask of you triple goddess and horned god to bless my actions,
Grant me to power to save thy mother from the darkness of death,
Grant me the power to seek revenge on the world for wanting to take her pure light from my sight,
Her work is not done on this world,
If you take her from me,
You will have to deal with me and all my wrath.

:)

So D called me today and he apologized for last night, I think me choosing to sleep on the couch gave him plenty of alone time to think things over. I told him that I was still upset over the way talked to me and treats me unfairly and he said he was sorry, I reassured him that I wouldn't tell him about my chat site if I was planning on cheating. I love him and see us together for a long time, he knows me like no other person will ever know me.

Forced to wait another day :(

So I found out that my packages are not coming Wednesday but on Thursday, I don't know why that is so but whatever. I at least get to have them together, so that's a yay!! Just don't know what I'm going to do today since I was waiting for it to get here and I could dive right in. Oh and the situation with D still isn't good, we are not talking.

Get over it and live life D

I seriously don't know why D is tripping over the fact that I am on a tattoo chat site, yes I'm telling you all about it while I am checking out guys and hitting on them. Your so damn dumb D get over your untrusting shit and grow up, and how dare you tell me that while I live under your roof I need to obey your rules and not be on the chat site that is helping me with all my tattoo questions and make contacts across America. If you really don't like it then just be respectful and keep it to yourself and never tell me to OBEY your rules, I am your partner and you need to respect me and my dream or we just might need to go separate ways. I don't want you to put something so silly like a chat site between us, I don't know what your problem is but your just going to have to find someway around it because I'm not stopping. I am starting my dream and nobody on this earth is going to be able to stop me from reaching it, if it leads me to being single and alone while reaching it then so be it. But I would much rather prefer that you are there by my side enjoying life beside me, I said I don't want to break up anymore and finally live together with you for the rest of our lives. If that is not what you want then say so and I will leave, I want to be happy with you but if you don't want to be happy with me then I can't stop you now can I. Make up your mind already, are you going to be a selfish and stubborn child or be the man I love and stand by my side like I stand by yours? You don't have to tell me anything because your actions will tell me everything.

Only a few more hours

So I am going to be ordering my first tattoo supplies later on today. I wanted to do it last night but my friend B wasn't online to help me so I am going to give him a call tomorrow after I add mins to my phone. I am so excited to get the stuff.

Got my taxes done

So happy, I'm getting a good amount coming in. Finally gonna get my tattoo gear because D is going to loan me the money because he knows I can pay him back.