Yay I love him

Be jealous bc this is what I got to wake up to this morning.

Almost there

I'm so excited to be so close to being in Houston with Kuma, tomorrow is the big day yay!!! Can't stop listening to romantic love songs , what can I say I'm in love lol. I have gone through so much to get to this point and now that I have a great man and my tattoo lifestyle is taking off I couldn't be happier. Yesterday on my way to the mall I drove past D's job and I thought of him but not the "I miss him sense" more like I hope he is able to stop letting his family run his life and do what he wants without regrets and just be happy. He did me wrong but I was raised to not hold a grudge, I have my happiness he deserves his.. Just not with me lol bc I have my perfect man. I love my nose piercing but I free tired of the curved barbell so I switched it to a captive ring instead like a bull ring ha ha well I am a Taurus so it suits me, I also got a sweet Batman bellybutton ring. I wanna switch my nipple rings to bars now bc sometimes the rings flip up and I hate it. Oh that reminds me that I'm going to get a tattoo when I get back from Houston, been itching for a new one but didn't wanna travel to see Kuma with a new tat.

Got my septum pierced

I took a lot of thinking and we'll I got it done I have been wanting this piercing for a long time. I asked Kuma what he thought and he said go for it basically . I love it so much, yeah its a pain now but when its healed it'll be worth it.

Life is good

Life just keeps handing me great things, I know it won't always be this way but I've been through my own tough times so I'll be able to handle it especially that now I'm not alone. I've got a tattoo convention this month on the 21 & 22 then leave the 26 to Houston to be with my man. Miss him so much in more ways than one lol ;)

Being sick sucks and not in a good way .

Work at enterpriseis almost unbearable but I make it through fine most days but man lately I have been tempted to quit more than usual. Things are going perfect at the shop I got some major training  done Saturday, I believe I did 10-12 piercings. And I'll be able to make money doing both, so after this upcoming weekend I'll decide if I'm going to put in my 2 Weeks notice. I got sick from one of my piercing teachers but I'm almost better, just sucks being sick at work and not having my Kuma to hug while I rest in bed at home. I have the lil teddy bear he got me for Valentines day but that's a far cry from my real teddy bear waiting for me in Houston. its hard being this far away from him bc we can't read each other very well through the phone and can only console each other so much through the phone. Not to mention that I've been super horny lately, sex is important to me but I can wait. I love him way to much to cheat, when we first started talking more seriously I stopped using growlr all together I haven't used it in months. No matter how much we disagree on some things or how stubborn I am and emotional he is I have yet to think about breaking up with him. I told him when we first me that the next man that hears me say I love you to him will be the one. I gave it a lot of thought and I am in love with him, he gets me and wants us to be happy. He is perfect in my eyes and in my heart. I am very lucky I found him and blessed to have this life with him in it. RAWR babe!

So we made up

It was just one of those times where the bump in the road needed extra time to drive over. Things are back to normal with Kuma and me. It was certainly a learning experience that's for sure. I miss him so much, soon though I'll be with him. Going to be with him from the 26th -30th of April , can't wait then I'm going to be back in Houston in May to see him again.

Idk Wtf to do

I've been noticing that Kuma and I have not been clicking lately. We can't seem to ever say the right thing to each other. I'm so drained with trying to figure out the right thing to say and having to walk on egg shells. I honestly don't know what to do at this point, I told him we should take a break for a day or so to handle the stuff in our lives. I'm having to deal with work crap and my apprenticeship and he has work and school and having to prepare for his roommates family coming into town. Wtf do I do bc I have no clue, is there some manual to this?