So funny how when you think something is going so well it all goes in another direction in a heartbeat. Glad i didn't open my heart

Super Fucking horny, sucks being single with trust issues and not into one night stands :-( could really use some all night sex with a hot man

Just saw the perfect bear today, getting a tattoo so hot!!!!

No love in my life

I hate that I can't trust any men right now, I see a lot of great guys and have talked to a few as well but everytime something in the back of my head says "don't trust them, its only a matter of time" so I just politely decline any invites. I'm just not ready and I've also got my apprenticeship to concentrate on. My friend from work said he wanted to try and hook me up with one of his friends from work but I just don't have the time, money, or the trust for that. I really appreciate him trying to help my single situation but for now I'll just have to turn my lonelyness into something positive. I see myself moving away from this town once I'm done with my apprenticeship, I want to stay with the shop for a while. I hope they open one up in my town by the time I'm done with my training, the 20 min drive to and from Odessa is long. Love will have to wait, oh and besides the men are sure to be much better when I move away.

Hate this

I'm sick, in the middle of a fucking drought I'm sick. WTF!!!! Anyways I had to take a day off rom the shop because I can't be sick and working around people with fresh tattoos because I could spread it to them. I don't want to get the other apprentices sick either. I'm taking meds right now and hoping that I'm all better by tomorrow because I don't want to miss another day at the shop.

X-mas

This is what I want for my X-Mas present please!!!!!!

Finally cut my hair

I haven't cut my hair in forever, well it seemed like forever. I finally decided that Its time to shed these horrible locks of hair and start making myself look hot. I just love my new hair cut, I hope everyone else does too!! I wanted to post a picture of the new me but I don't have a camera or a fancy phone to e-mail one so I'm SOL lol! Its ok, all these hard times are just a temporary set back because when I finish my trainging I'll be making enough money to live my life happily and not have to worry to much about being broke. I haven't been posting regularly like I used to because I have been so damn busy apprenticing at the tattoo shop, I'm usually there from 10:30am - 10:30pm 6 days a week. I like it though because it keeps me busy and I have some great friends at the shop, my mind is always going and thinking of new ideas of what to draw. I don't mind having no time for a bf because I don't want one now, I'm also going to allow myself to be really picky when I do start looking. I want what my friend C has, her bf is a tattoo artist and she is an apprentice about to be a tattoo artist. That would be perfect for me, to have a bf that is a tattoo artist and a bear. That way we could work together and have so much in common, I eat sleep and breathe tattooing so I know that I would never get tired of hearing about it all. We could learn from each other, I look forward to meeting him someday.