Almost Ready

So I finally got my tire fixed and my oil changed with a fresh new oil filter, I am almost ready to move. I just need to sell my camcorder and say goodbye to my family and hope that I don't get lost on my way. Looking forward to seeing the big bright lights of Dallas my new home, but I am hoping to still have some money to travel back to Midland for X-mas with my mother and family. I like sleeping on the couch at my mom's lol, very peaceful and warm unlike D's apt. Was always so cold and blah there, would have killed to leave the freaking Heater on there. Hmm I wonder if A wouldn't mind keeping the heater on a low setting to keep it warm there. I applied at the ZOO lol, hope I get the job. Everyone wish me luck.

Dallas

So since last time I was on here, I was in a relationship with D and was living with him and K. Now I am living with my mom as of 20 mins. ago. When I get enough money to fix the car for good and then I'm on my way to Dallas to live with my bestie A. Hope I find what I am looking for down there, which is a job and my tattoo career.

Drawings

So I am an aspiring tattoo artist and so far I have made a portfolio of what I can do so far, take in mind that I am not claiming to be a pro at drawing. I want to start an apprenticeship at a great tattoo shop where I can learn the business and get hands on techniques on drawing. I want to be a great tattoo artist.

I'm Done!!

I'm so done with X-mas shopping, now I don't have to worry about forgetting to get someone. I still wonder if D is going to get me that tattoo machine kit I want, so I can get started on my tattooing. I know what my first tattoo is going to be, I am going to ask my mother to write "I Love You Son, Mom" on a piece of paper and then transfer that onto my skin to keep forever because my time with mom is getting shorter and shorter. I am going to miss D if he goes to Balmorhea for Thanksgiving and X-mas, wish he would just stay with me in town and just call his family. I want him by my side at all times and to spend time with mom on her B-day.

Baby

On another note, my brother C is going to be having a baby girl soon. I really hope that she is born on my mothers birthday, that would be special. Ugh I don't know why I am not a kid person but when I see my nephew Johnny I just get all crazy and wanna hug him and go run around with him. I have no idea why but I just connect with him more than I do with any of my other nephews and niece. I always feel like since my brother was never really there for him that I have to be. I know that if I had the money I would COMPLETELY spoil him and his brothers, his mother V is a great friend of mine as well. Awww now I miss him, can't wait till he starts talking more and gets older.

Car

I got back my car but it might only be temporary because my brother C might take it to San Antonio to use it because he has to turn in his Jeep because its too expensive and he has a baby on the way. I really wish I could still have my car but I have to come to terms that I can't pay it and my brother can so I don't want to loose the car to the bank as a repo. I think he is planning on saving to get his own vehicle later on an returning the car to me, it will be paid off in another year and I really want to pay it off and keep it for myself so that I can have a car and won't have a car bill just insurance. I don't know, hopefully it all works out.

Still Looking For a Job

Oh man Oh man, I need a job big time. I wanna buy so many things when I go to the store or to the mall and be able to pay for x-mas presents and my mothers b-day gifts too. Someone help me ugh!!